Another day.

The memorial has not yet been scheduled and though I want to go be with the family I doubt I can contribute down there and I know J is not anxious to head down. It is hard with Evelyn not feeling so well and at this point I am just about numb. I know it will hit me again when I am with everyone else but for right now I just can't cry anymore. Tomorrow I go to work and try to convince Jason that we (or I) will be better off if we drive down 2 nights before the service so when we get in at 12 (I really want to drive while Evelyn is asleep) we can have G/G Kidd watch Evelyn when she gets up at 6 if they are willing and we have a day to recuperate before the service. We shall see. Hopefully Evelyn will be completely better tomorrow!