Doctors Visit

Today I got the blood work done for the first trimester screening done.  Then talked to the nurse about the latest yeast infection. and she wanted me to see the doctor.  my stress went from manageable to over the top.  sitting in the waiting room I was close to tears. I went into the room and got ready for the exam.  when the doc came in she had the fetal heart rate monitor with her, and I could feel the tears in my eyes.  it took a minute to find the heart beat as it always has but I was in panic mode and felt like it was an hour.  once found the quality of sound was terrible and I left in a state of turmoil insured of being reassured.  I ended up crying and was emotionally unstable for the rest of the day.