I knew it was a bad idea.

I knew it was a bad idea to bring the kitten home and yet I did. He is a very good kitten and has done so well with Evelyn I don't want to give it up - even though I know I have to. The harder I try to find him a good home the harder it is for me to imagine giving him up, maybe the hormones are to blame. I hope we find a good home quickly or I will be very upset when he goes. Likley this will already be a problem.