Daycare vs. Staying Home

I never thought it would get harder to leave Evelyn at daycare. I know she has fun and only cries for a little while. After I leave but days like yesterday (even though she was sick) make me wish I stayed home with her. I know if I had not all of the days would be as great and I'm sure I would need to get out more often for me time but I just hate to leave her everyday. When I first left her I cried It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I don't cry anymore (she does enough crying for the both of us) yet it seems to be harder and not just because she cries. Sigh I just wish there was another option...